I've had my ups and downs. Last night I was down, and I'm afraid I've taken it out on Crimmy. Well, she didn't take me very seriously. Just like my parents! -gasp- Come on, I'm not the boy who cried wolf. I lie about a lot of things, but not about things relating to problems, usually just pranks, stealing food, etc. Anyway.

This cracked me up. -gigglesnortcough-

	Dear Cupid, This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.
Leftaligned heard that Sullen-embers had dumped me and sent me an inflatable Jessybxx. I woke up with a tattoo of Ure’s name on my inner thigh. I got sick so Xinmei sent me a get well soon hooker.
So as you can see it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Deus-fimus hook up with me this Valentine's day? Sincerely, nozomi429
Take this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com
( or, take the 'clean' version at QuizGalaxy.com )

Alas, I didn't think it would come to this, but I have come to a point where some of my entries are "friends only" Of course, I didn't mean to actually come to this, but right now, I can't risk any of my offline friends reading and spreading any "news" to everyone.

I know its bad for me to be in doubt of my own friends, but I'm paranoid, and right now, everyone is angry at eachother or speading some lie about one another, and that is one loop I'd like to stay out of.

The thing is, I miss the comments I recieved from everyone, so I'll probably post them as public first, then after a few weeks, I'll change it to "friends only"... Meanwhile, *hint hint* go check out some entries? God, I'm obsessed.

I got tagged by tokitoh!

Rules:
The first player of this game starts with the topic of "5 Guilty Pleasures" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about 5 Guilty Pleasures as well as state this rule clearly. In the end you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

01. Dudes with long hair. Spiked/gelled hair is so overused, lame, overrated, not to mention, ugly.

02. Guitar. ♥ No comment. XD

03. Sarcasm. Sarcasm is funny. Man.

04. Pranks. I pwn April Fools Day. Whether its toothpaste on a doorknob or a rubberband over the water sprayer, or telling my friends I'm moving away. [I did this...man, I should have had a video camera. One of my friends hugged me and the other looked like she was going to cry. Their expressions were freaking hilarious.]

05. Rock. Classic rock. Pink Floyd. Led Zeppelin. Deep Purple. Nirvana. Alice In Chains. Guns N Roses. Metallica. The Beatles. I could go on and on.

I taggeth these five beings as sullen_embers, fluffyfledgling, antiblank_stare, kalliel, and aamalie.

When I close my eyes, I see colorful geometric shapes chasing eachother. So I stopped closing my eyes. These mushrooms are the only thing keeping me alive. Log out.

Because leikomgwtfbbq drew one, I decided to draw an art too. The Url is http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?it8zwortlhg. Props to anyone who can guess the "common shape" on my shirt, what the background really is, and what the kanji stands for.

( Meme )

( Paranoid. Avoidant. OCD. )

I took a SimilarMinds test. I scored high (90%) on paranoia, avoidance, cautiousness, and change aversiveness. Well, at least I now know I have mental problems. I have crossed out and bolded much, and well, hopefully I don't have to explain why.

Paranoia-- suspicious of others until they have proven themselves trustworthy, more doubt than belief, preoccuppied with death and suffering, fears being harmed or controlled, bitter, looks for hidden meaning in things, personality is centered around low self esteem issues, feels misunderstood, thinks people would not like them if they really knew them, ( Continued under here... )

Life is really starting to make me depressed again. I mean, music and those priceless TV shows, that end. I was watching a Happy Days reunion today. Those people are old now. Nearly everyone is old. And everyone must grow old. If only there was some way to freeze time. Or go back into the past.

( Kalliel! You stole my candy! )

I took the "The Animal Spirit" quiz on gURL.com
		My animal spirit is... The Coyote According to shamanistic wisdom, coyotes are the animal world's trickster. Coyote people have a way with words, and a unique way of seeing the world. Never ones to take things at face value, coyote people question authority with sly jokes. Read more... What is your animal spirit?

I know, I know. I haven't been here. I am so sorry. To tell you the truth, my school has blocked all forms of blogs, except for my real one, my own website. D:



Those are the four fanlistings I own. Like? Click. Join. Now. Five people have joined "Dirtbikes" and only I have joined "Dive" so please join if you like either of those, for they are my two newest ones.

So I was listening to Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody" and right when the lyrics go "So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye~", I stick my finger down and jab my brother in the eye. I am notorious for poking my brother in the eye. I've done it with the end of a pen [Ouch!], my toe, and who knows how many with my own fingers. Ack! Oh well. They were accidents, I swear.

Books get me over-excited. I can't wait until Christmas. I will be given money which will be absorbed into books. The most wonderful shopping spree would be at B&N. You think I'm insane? I even dream about going to B&N and reading books. When I wake, the books vanish from my fingertips, which makes me sad. Why must my concience torture me so!?

So I finished reading "Bitten" by Kelley Armstrong. I love that book. I cannot wait until I get the sequal, "Stolen" For now I am reading the e-novellas located at Kelley Armstrong's official site. A few days before that, I finished "Blood & Chocolate" by Annette Curtis Klause, which I really don't recommend that much. It was okay, but was pretty much a sappy teenage romance with false information about werewolf lore. But I did like "The Silver Kiss" which was really sad. I am also reading "Purfume" by Patrick Suskind. Wow, that book is brilliantly told and wonderfully pessimistic. Everyone Grenouille has met, met their demise as Grenouille left them. I have yet "Dragonsong" by Anne McCaffrey and "Cycle of the Werewolf" by Stephen King to read.

There was a gun at my school. I went to school when there was a gun there. I could have been shot. Read about it...

Three colorbars of Kurt Cobain, Nirvana, and Chita. Please comment and tell me if you use one of them. Please try to upload it on your own server; Photobucket is a nice place. Plugged here, here, and here.

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I just created my fanlisting for Nirvana's "Love Buzz" in an hour. XDXP



Yeah, I applied for it at TFL.org a month ago. They said that they would reply in two weeks time. Well, two weeks passed, twice, so I just forgot about it. And then, two days before school starts, they send me the letter. What the heck. Its not their fault. I just have school. So I thought, it would take me like 2 weeks, at most, because I can't get on the computer while school's here at all. I prolly will though. Anyway, then I started up on the layout, and it turned out nice, and I ended up coding it, uploading it, finishing the pages, and viola, I was done by 12am.

I love it. Its so pretty. Join join join if you love the song.



Anyway, hm. I'm tired because I woke up at 7am. My dad and Chita came to wake me up. And then I couldn't go back to sleep because my mother kept yelling stupid things. So I woke up. Then I went on Gaia until I earned back my gold. Cause I want spiffy clothes. I'm Rabid Nozomi there. Those are me. XP